I'm sorry that sometimes I'm mean..

You’re now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You: Do you like Wavves?

Stranger: yes of course

Stranger: who didn’t

You: Omg, weirdos.

Stranger: especially the album wavves was awesome

You: Wavves is amazing. Everyone should like Wavves.

Stranger: YES

Stranger: Gosh

Stranger: omegle can be surprising sometimes

You: I know, right? And then sometimes it’s just bullshit.

Stranger: i used to use this all the time but now it’s just dead and full of dickheads

Stranger: same with chatroulette

You: I only get on it when I’m extremely bored. And I can’t do chatroulette. It scares me.

Stranger: it

Stranger: sorry

Stranger: it’s a bit creepy indeed

Stranger: are you in the US?

You: Yup. I live in Missouri. :/

Stranger: wow, quite exotic

Stranger: i’m in london

You: OMG EXOTIC.

Stranger: oooh

Stranger: not very

Stranger: but still

You: That’s the best thing I’ve heard. XD

Stranger: it’s nice out here

You: Are you guys cool on the riots? It was fucked, man.

You: And I have friends in London. :/

Stranger: well yeah i live in hackney which was one of the main riot areas

Stranger: i was actually scared when people were going apeshit in front of my house

You: Dude, that’s crazy.

You: One of my favorite artists lives in Hackney and she tweeted that she was afraid to go home. :/

Stranger: who’s that?

Stranger: it’s such a small place so i might know the name

You: Dee Plume from Robots in Disguise.

Stranger: REALLY!

Stranger: HAHA

You: 0_0

Stranger: world is a small place after all

You: I suppose you know Dee? That’s awesome. :D

Stranger: i know sue through a friend

Stranger: do you know the mighty bossh

Stranger: *boosh

You: Dude.

You: The Mighty Boosh is my favorite show.

You: Ever.

Stranger: !!!!!

Stranger: haha

Stranger: same here!!

Stranger: how cool is that!

Stranger: howard moon is my man

You: asknalsfihasod

You: I love Howard.

You: I like him more than Vince.

You: Because I suck.

Stranger: vince is a dipshit

Stranger: howard is out there for all of us losers

You: Howard’s a dipshit too though. XD

Stranger: haha

Stranger: true

Stranger: so what do you do in your life if i may ask?

You: I’m starting college in a bit but I was just layed off so basically I’m trying to get a job. :/

Stranger: what kind of job would you like to find?

You: Anything besides fast fucking food. Anything.

You: And porn. No porn.

Stranger: you can always sell your kindey

You: I like my kidney. We’ve grown attatched.

Stranger: ah i see

You: He’s been with me since birth. I can’t give him up now.

Stranger: well then it can be pretty hard. expecially with the economic situation and all

Stranger: i don’t know how it is in the states

You: It’s pretty fucked up.

Stranger: yeah it’s pretty hard to be a youngster at the moment

You: Somehow, we’re in a second recession. I thought the first had to end to be in a second one.

Stranger: yep

Stranger: i guess all you can do is to move into the middle of nowhere and start growing your own potatoes and wait for the end of the world

Stranger: IT’S COMING!

You: :/ I just wanna get as much of the stuff I wanna do done before I run out of time.

Stranger: well you still have time (i guess)

Stranger: the thing is that the society makes us think that we need to do and get everything right now. as quickly as possible

Stranger: i’m just gonna chill and wait

You: Eh, maybe. I don’t know. I feel like I’ve wasted my life and I’m only 18.

Stranger: I’ll go to uni whenever i feel like doing that and just live my life

Stranger: i’m turning 21. but i did panick a bit when i was 18. i felt like shit

Stranger: it was good to move to london and realize that it’s ok just to cool down and fuck the world

You: I want to live in California maybe if there’s a small town near LA that I could live in. But my big dream is to live in London one day.

Stranger: you should come to london. i haven’t heard from anyone who came here that it was a bad decision

You: But I’m always thinking I’m running out of time because I’ve got depression. :|

You: I am one day, for sure. That’s one thing I know.

Stranger: well depression won’t last forever (i hope)

Stranger: you can get over it. your life is only about the begin. everything just feels hard but it gets better

You: Yeah, I hope. It just seems like it’s never gonna end ‘cos the world’s so fucked up right now, y’know?

Stranger: yeah i know. it’s hard to be optimistic and make any plans

Stranger: everybodys feeling like that

Stranger: so at least you’re not alone with that, trust me

You: Yeah. I’m still trying to make plans and stuff though since there’s so much I want to do.

You: I seriously just wanna play Esmeralda in a Disney park for like a year. Ha ha ha

Stranger: that would be awesome!!

Stranger: haha

You: But I’d probably get pissed off at a kid. D:

Stranger: well when i moved to london when i was 18 i thought that i might stay here for 6 months, go home, study and be fucking succesful in my life. make my parents proud, be amazing blah blah blah. but now i’ve been here for a while and i realized that i don’t need anything like that (yet)

Stranger: i just live and try to be an epic hero of my own life

Stranger: that’s enough

Stranger: fuck the world

You: What I want to do in life is basically make the people that make me happy, happy. Anything else is icing on the cake.

You: I wanna do the Disney thing, but I want to be a comedian too.

You: Eurg, I wanna do so much.

Stranger: everybodydoes

Stranger: i guess the main point is to realize that you’re not alone with your dreams and thoughts

Stranger: we’re all in the same boat

You: That’s good to know, really. I just wish more people would be open to talk about it.

Stranger: yeah i know.. people are weird

Stranger: wouldn’t life be so easy if everybody were open like that

Stranger: but it ain’t gonna happen just like that

Stranger: so all you can do is to be open yourself

Stranger: just go with the flow

You: You’d know who you wanna talk to, who you don’t. Who’s your friend and who’s not. Ugh. People suck.

Stranger: people can be the worst thing in the world

Stranger: but also the best. but it’s more rare

You: I just try to be nice to everyone. I try really hard, because you never know how someone else feels.

Stranger: yeah i always try to treat people like i would want them to treat me

Stranger: but everything will be ok even if it wont. it’s all up to you

You: Isn’t that the fuckin’ golden rule? Why don’t people listen to that shit?

Stranger: dunno

Stranger: i do think about that alot but there doesn’t seem to be an answer

Stranger: that’s why is good to stay away from people in away you know..

You: I’m not a fan of people in most situations.

Stranger: i do have great people and friends around me but i don’t want to get to attached. i don’t do relationships but i still love poeple. universal love is awesome.

Stranger: just stay away from people but still be with them and learn from them

You: I have really close friends. But only about three.

You: That’s all I need.

Stranger: well it would be weird if you had loads of “close friends”

Stranger: it’s good to have just a few of them

You: But, really, if they’re not my close friend they’re probably just someone I know.

Stranger: yea i don’t even know if something like “close friend” actually excists

You: True. It seems made up now that I think about it. A friend is someone that should be close to you in the first place.

You: Eh, I’ll figure this all out eventually, hopefully.

Stranger: but you still shouldn’t expect people to be there for you. it won’t always happen

Stranger: then you just get dissapointed

You: I know. And I don’t. I’ve learned that the hard way. With family. :/

Stranger: i don’t want to sound too pessimistic because i’m not

Stranger: ah

Stranger: the worst way to learn it

You: It really is. And it’s been so many times, I don’t really trust most of them.

Stranger: by the way, id like to recommend you a book called Awakening by Anthony de Mello. It’s good shit. Changes your life. Gives you good advices and things to thing about

Stranger: even if your not a big reader

Stranger: it’s awesome

You: Just wrote it down. I’ll check it out as soon as I can.

Stranger: cool

Stranger: gosh i guess i gotta go and get some sleep. i need to be up tomorrow at 7am argh

Stranger: but it was sure a pleasure to talk with you stranger!

You: Isn’t it like almost 1am there? Ha ha ha

Stranger: yep

You: You too! This was the best omegle talk I’ve had like ever.

Stranger: good luck with everything and just never give up. keep on going. you if anyone can do it. trust me. it’ll get better

Stranger: peace and love to missouri!

You: Thanks! :[

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

I don’t know who you are, but you were the best conversation I’ve ever had ever. Thank you so much.